tell me why you pulled the trigger

i may not look it, but i am having a good time.


cosplayer & illustrator who loves video games, anime & all things square enix.
W H O ?
Coffee, crime shows, armor, cute girls, babe friends, black clothes, pleather and birds.

Final Fantasy IV/VII/VIII/X/X-2/XIII, The World Ends With You, Fire Emblem: Awakening, Kingdom Hearts, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Homestuck, Kill La Kill, Dangan Ronpa, Petshop of Horrors, Shingeki no Kyojin, Persona 3, Persona 4, Kyoukai no Kanata, Mass Effect, and Bioshock.

T H E . E N D . A N D . T H E N ?
The sound of air
The sound of water
The sound of sand
The sound of particles flowing above me
The sound of blood running through me
Little things gradually begin to connect
Large things, growing ever larger, begin to crumble
Becomes smaller.
Disappears. Appears. Disappears.
No one is present; no one is present inside my heart
Quiet and vast
There stands a giant tree
Quiet and vast, between the sky and grassy plain it stands
Why is it that we try and show ourselves in a positive light?
Why is that we try so hard everyday to have others like us?
Why is that, when people finally like us, we want to be alone?
I want to be spoiled by someone
I want to be drawn to something soft
I want to reveal a secret to someone
I want people to see my true self
Or do I not want them to see?
I want people to see, but I am afraid of being seen
Which is why I am sad.
That is what I think.
utada hikaru
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